Dum Dee Dum... I am not a super hero neither am i spiderman. I am going to save the world... like as if you would believe. I am a maniac. I came from an outer space which is filled with water. I learn swimming at the age of zero.I wail like a cry baby. I crawl like spiderman, i fly like superman, i drive like batman. I live in wonderland. Rugrats is my friend, so is peter pan.
those of you who remember my enemies..the teh and bursting with vitality girl from arts and science respectively? i saw one of them yesterday...the honours year maths one.. i think she looks ugly now..she permed her hair into little curls that i dunno are they supposed to be the trend now? and she looked too pale and i think she was late again cos she dashed across the road right in front of bus A2 and why do i think its her? not only cos it looks like her but also cos she stays at the residence near raffles hall.
and instead of feeling sorry for myself i didnt feel much of anything. i just thought "oh thats my enemy how ugly she looks. haha she missed the bus". maybe cos she looks ugly now..but then again i never thought she looked particularly pretty. or maybe cos i dun have to care about whether shes pretty or not anymore now because thats all in the past and i dun have to care at all about what goes on with her and things like that. she belongs to a sphere of my life that has gravitationally collapsed upon itself due to the lack of a resistive force aginst the gravitational collapse (viva stars!). so since it has collapsed upon itself and i dun need to bother about it anymore it doesnt affecct me anymore either. i didnt feel bad at all, wow. compared to my reaction when i saw her name appear on my itunes as a user and i was almost jumping up and down cos it was my enemy and her name is corrupting my display and causing my ibook to melt and dissolve and rot and had yz and co irritated with me wondering why i cant just move on when i really shd cos that sphere has collapsed upon itself yadayada.. i guess im over that sphere. byebye sphere!!
saw someone else from that sphere today..gave me a look cos of who i was with. decided not to say hi. different sphere. i don't belong to that sphere and never did. though he used to be nice to me cos of who i was with too. doesnt matter to me anymore,sphere closed!
saw my gorgor today dressed super formally, must have had a presentation before his lunch. still looks the same as he did 20-11 years ago..one of the people who've always supported me along the way, no matter what horrible, stupid, dumb thing i wanted to do.
yay im rid of my enemy phobia and fury. they dont matter to me anymore. other things are more important in life than being jealous and angry and envious just cos some non-significant person thinks they're cuter/prettier/smarter/sportier/nicer than me.
