Dum Dee Dum... I am not a super hero neither am i spiderman. I am going to save the world... like as if you would believe. I am a maniac. I came from an outer space which is filled with water. I learn swimming at the age of zero.I wail like a cry baby. I crawl like spiderman, i fly like superman, i drive like batman. I live in wonderland. Rugrats is my friend, so is peter pan.
met up with Best Friend today to get my *free* world cup stickers (im collecting germany, spain, england and brazil you can have all the others that i have if you want). and his friend desmond as well who gave me *more* free stickers! yay!
now why am i starting this hobby which as edmund says "the last time i did something like this was in primary school" but so wat, i trashed him for GP muahahaha duh like it matters. ANYWAY. the reason why i started this hobby was from total boredom. unfortunately this is also an expensive hobby but Best Friend says he'll give me all his extras :D
we were talking about why i always feel so tired and he said its cos im always at home with nothing to do and no aim in life therefore if i notice myself feeling so tired i must try to solve the problem by for example going out to hang out so that i wont become depressive sitting in my house in front of my computer absorbing radiation from the computer screen.
we were also talking about how and why i have no interests. face it. everyone i know has an interest. the pal likes to play soccer. j-pal likes anime. lynne likes to make stuff, shop, dress up, one ton of things. what do i like to do? sleep i guess. actually i don't like to sleep. i think it's a waste of time but unfortunately i can't do without sleep cos im always tired. Best Friend says its a form of escapism. by sleeping all the time i avoid facing the problem of 1) not have anything that interests me to do 2) not having friends to jio out or to do stuff with me. one of the reasons may be because i'm plain lazy. another would be that i don't have enough friends whom i know deep enough who shares the same interest as me (there! interest again!) or in this case, the lack of an interest to talk to or jio out therefore i just stay at home and brood and OF COURSE i have to clean the house if not i'll kena.
was so utterly pissed today that i was going for an interview for a job i wasnt sure i wanted, forgot to bring the certificates they requested and had to get my bro to get it for me and was going to be running late too that when my dad miraculously drove up with my brother in the car and said he'd drive me to the interview place and asked me why i wasn't earlier when i knew i had to go for an interview i almost cried cos i SOOOO didn't want to go. i just want to stay at home and learn C++ and sleep and rest but i can't cos if i stay at home i have to do the hosuework and that tires me. fyi, its 6 people in the house therefore mutliply the number of clothes. and its 2 stories plus one staircase worth of space. well, maybe housewives can do it but i can't. i don't have the stamina. im just tired and possibly depressed due to the lack of activity in my life and the unwillingness to go for a certain forum next week and the added stress knowingthat if i go out and leave the housework undone i'll kena when i come home. that deters me from going out. so it's better for me to find a job and go out than to stay at home. i think the only place i can truly get a rest is at my granny's house where i can really just lie down and sleep and slack and watch tv the entire day. even if i have to do the housework, it's just a 3 room flat. it's FAST. and there's only 3 of us therefore the clothes are lesser.
anyway i've prospectively got a job. its confirmed actually. just that they haven't confirmed how much they're paying me. but at least i've got a job.
and i'm sorry to the aunty to whom i gave the wrong directions at raffles place mrt today...
